Maybe its hard for you to understand.

But not everyone is living their life as easy as you think.

Its been a hard year.

Day after day i doubt my presence.

Maybe you don't understand what I'm going through.

Cutting off connections seems to be the easiest thing to do.

I'm really tired. I'm really tired of hanging on.

Hanging on the to the loose sands.

Things are just so vulnerable.

So easy to break.

I was translating this song to someone & I felt the lyrics are really beautiful.

It's a song by SHE called Love came by.

My english sucks by the way..

A lot of those meaningful sentences got lost in translation..







Love Came By

I can't move on, I can't let go, becoz i've seen love blossom in my eyes

I wanna wait, keep waiting, until the memory of that night comes back

When you hugged me, that moment I felt like I was flying in the air

And when i slowly landed, I was no longer myself, I have a dream, & I was in it

Love came by, it was so beautiful, so fierce, it was cheering, it stone-heartedly ran over my life

Even regrets, I shamelessly treasured them with a smile

Love came by, I was complete, I was happy, How could I simply let it go?

I do not want to be freed, I'm only afraid that I would missed it, I just wanna wait for you to come back & love me

Loneliness is yelling out, but i'm not afraid, Because I could only hear how much i missed you

The world is so big, it will be able to contain my little silly but stubborn faith

Did you made promises? I have already forgotten, but its no longer important

Because anyhow I would still wait, I would wait in my dream, my one & only beautiful dream

If i needed a miracle to call you back, then let my tears evaporate, let it turn into snowflakes

Let the snowflakes together with me melt in the embrace of love

Our class organize a Lang to the Kawi trip hehe..

Got our itenary today.

Looks like fun.



Any thoughts?

Been a bit off pace lately.

So moody so restless so tired of everything.

So i wanna get away from everything.

Thank goodness a good friend of mine took me in.

Been staying with her for 2 days I never felt so serene for weeks.

But I felt bad for her =( She made me slept on her bed and yet she slept on the mattress on the floor.

So I decided to cook pasta for her today.

I ran home & steal my food stuff then I went back to her place again hahaha.

Made Mushroom & creme pasta & a epic fail ham omellete.

Yet I'm still happy.

At least now I'm not stuffing my throat with food just to prevent myself from saying what I wanted to yell out for weeks.


Serene.

I found a new hang-out place in Butterworth!!!




It's called Seberang Jaya Hospital wtf.


Today I found rashes all over my body & joint stiffness so bad I could hardly walk down the stairs. I was so scared I got Dengue fever so I went back to the hospital again.

My blood test came out clear so they think it's just some allergy rash so unless the joint stiffness persisted for another 2 days or else I should be fine.

I really wish this would be the last visit to hospital for me. I felt sicker after the hospital visits +(

Had a little false alarm today.

Yesterday I visited the hospital because I'm concerned with my fever for a week.

So the doctor suspected Dengue fever & sent me to take a blood test.

Turns out my White blood cell count was too low indicating a possible viral infection or might be tonsilitis.

And she asked me to take some routine meds & come back to repeat another blood test today to check if there's any improvement in my white blood cell count or else they might have to start treating me as H1N1 infection.

Thank Goodness, after a day of medication my white blood cell count shows some improvement & so they don't need to treat me as a H1N1 patient!!

Woohoo!!

今天在学校， 某人过来问我些话，心中暗喜了一下。

刚和他谈完不久，我上厕所时发现，



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去死吧你！！！


死暗疮！！！！




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