Monday, March 26, 2007

Hi, I’m Back in Hell

Sorry for abandoning this blog again for more than 1 month. I had some problems accessing it when I was back in Malaysia. And it seems like the problem is still on here. For a quick update, last month I went back to Malaysia as you know since most of you have met me. I was kinda miss the times we had then and I hoped it lasts longer but wtf? Life sucks and we always end up doing what we don’t wanna do. And I end up coming back here. And face the problems I tend to make myself forget. VIBs (use your imagination. Clue: last word had something to do with female dogs) are coming back in 2 days time. And I need to save some energy to fight the battle again.

BTW, who cares? I resolve to be a nerd this year & stay in my room until I go back to Malaysia. Who needs ‘friends’ who abandon you when you needed them the most?

Anyway, I MADE A VERY IMPORTANT DECISION THAT EVEN SHOCKED MYSELF. I’ve change my wallpaper to my beloved Wu Chun. I’m not cheating on my hubby, just that some affairs can spice up a marriage, as you know. LOL. OK, I’m just shitting. My hubby’s still the best. But I still like Wu Chun. For the time being, that is.

Here, I would like to thank everyone who contributed their shows in my hard disc drive. God bless you for saving souls of the bored in India.

Bizarre things had happened during my holidays. From the Shang Hai trip that had totally changed my perception towards China to the little column me, Sean & Joy made up in LiveTv magazine, what can I say? I REALLY LOVE VACATIONS!!!

Every part of my holidays had become a very important memory. Especially the times I spent with you guys. Sneaking into Li’s lecture & passing notes for 2 whole hours, sexy photoshoots on Li apartment’s antique sofa (LOL), pool side photoshoot in attempt to copy those covers of porn which failed miserably, doing facial together, pretending we were sharing bf in Sungai Wang, karaokey sessions with my off key notes & bag full of thick skin to continue, uncountable times of yam cha sessions and gourmet tours and so much more. I am so happy that I’ve finally come back to the place where I belong. Back to my friends whom I no longer have to force myself to act like someone else to please them. These people had seen the most naked part of mine (literally) that pretending to be someone I’m not is just like I admit I loved pineapples in front of them. When I’m with my ‘friends’ in India, I find myself worrying about what conversation to make, how should I tell them this thing, or how should I react when she finally stop talking bout herself? But with my lovers, the only thing I find myself worrying is that are we laughing too hard? Did we just forget we’re in the public, again? Or that is it time to go? Just wanted to say here, I really really love you guys & thank you for being the best friends ever..

Anyway, that’s all for now and I’ll be back for more posts when my damn line is finally normal.

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