Been a bit off pace lately.

So moody so restless so tired of everything.

So i wanna get away from everything.

Thank goodness a good friend of mine took me in.

Been staying with her for 2 days I never felt so serene for weeks.

But I felt bad for her =( She made me slept on her bed and yet she slept on the mattress on the floor.

So I decided to cook pasta for her today.

I ran home & steal my food stuff then I went back to her place again hahaha.

Made Mushroom & creme pasta & a epic fail ham omellete.

Yet I'm still happy.

At least now I'm not stuffing my throat with food just to prevent myself from saying what I wanted to yell out for weeks.


Serene.

I found a new hang-out place in Butterworth!!!




It's called Seberang Jaya Hospital wtf.


Today I found rashes all over my body & joint stiffness so bad I could hardly walk down the stairs. I was so scared I got Dengue fever so I went back to the hospital again.

My blood test came out clear so they think it's just some allergy rash so unless the joint stiffness persisted for another 2 days or else I should be fine.

I really wish this would be the last visit to hospital for me. I felt sicker after the hospital visits +(

Had a little false alarm today.

Yesterday I visited the hospital because I'm concerned with my fever for a week.

So the doctor suspected Dengue fever & sent me to take a blood test.

Turns out my White blood cell count was too low indicating a possible viral infection or might be tonsilitis.

And she asked me to take some routine meds & come back to repeat another blood test today to check if there's any improvement in my white blood cell count or else they might have to start treating me as H1N1 infection.

Thank Goodness, after a day of medication my white blood cell count shows some improvement & so they don't need to treat me as a H1N1 patient!!

Woohoo!!

今天在学校， 某人过来问我些话，心中暗喜了一下。

刚和他谈完不久，我上厕所时发现，



脸上有个流着血脓的大暗疮！！！！！！！！！！！！





去死吧你！！！


死暗疮！！！！




你懂不懂时机啊！！！！！







糗爆了......



T.T

Few weeks back I drove to a shop near Ria Apartment to bind my project.


After binding I came out of the shop & walked towards my car, reaching out for my car keys in my bag to unlock it.


-Beep Beep-


I tried to open the door but my car is still locked.


So I pressed on the button again.


-Beep-


My car is still locked.


I was like, "SHIT!! Don't tell me my driver's side lock is spoilt like 1 of my passenger seat's lock!"


I tried to press the button few times but my car is still locked.


Then a kind uncle said,


" Er Miss.."


" Your car is over that side."







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FML.

不是我不想关心你们，

只是我怕我知道了你们的近况，

会更加恨自己。



我知道我自己的距离感，

是因为懦弱而建筑起保护自己的围墙，

但却没办法卸下这提供我安全感的保护层。


对不起，

谢谢你。

I'M THIS CLOSE TO FREEDOM!

1 week passed.

4 subjects down.

Left 1 more theory paper before practicals starts.

AND I CAN'T STOP THINKING BOUT GOING HOME!!



Sometimes I really hate facebook coz it reminds me of how much fun I'm missing with my friends.

I miss you guys so damn much!!!

Too bad everyone would be gone by the time I go back.

Enough said.

Gonna start studying.

Sigh.